Youth

Thoughts written on 29th of November at 11.35 on the x3m community

Is my youth behind me? Lately I’ve been more and more affected of circumstances around me.

If I’m in a draught I easily get pain and aches in my wrists, my knees, my hands and my feet. If it’s grey and boring weather outside I get blue and moody. I’m less interested in going out to bars and clubs and those sort of places and I’d rather just stay in than go out and meet people.

I’m not even 30 yet, and it’s a long way til I’m 40 and a really long way til I’m 50. Youth isn’t supposed to be over yet, is it, not at 26 years of age? Something must be wrong with me…